Carol, me different? what's the diff?

ok.. this is the blogger who gave herself excuses and more excuse to not update her damn lonely blog. i bet you see cobwebs here and there. i apologise. happy?

ok, i am busy, sort of. uh.. i decided to proceed with an almost impossible project/task of making my own diary. yeah. diary. one for each mth, diff theme for each mth. ha!

completed jan and feb, and half way of october. the rest of the mths, i dont dare to think. the results will be out on 12th jan. how great? that's god's favourite day, maybe. he can't think of better ways to bring me away out of this world without a third party.. hence, he made use of me going through o lvls and stuff. and then taking the RESULTS. which scares the hell out of me. hey, not third party involved huh? great. just me and HIM. the almighty HIM who made everybody goes through the things we are going through. and i do question existence, why live when we knew we were going to die? why bring ourselves into this world to face war, politics and all that stuff?

ok. this is getting no where.

i am absolutely in love with twilight.

watched plenty of movies today. on net. obviously.

the duchess(my fav!!!)

the lake house.

zack and miri makes a porno

still watching... just my luck.

those movies which i always wanted to watch but had no time for.

weather's cool nowadays. dosen't feel like singapore. as in at night. like now. 2 am. so cold and everything.

haven't sweat in a long while. i miss sweating.