My fucking dad.

This will be another emo post so don't read. it's just for my typing leisure.

i brought home a cat from simin.

i love the cat. charrmmy.

love it. and yearn for a cat.

my dad just happen to hate cats like hell; unlike other times when  i brought home animals. he threaten to punch me. wanted to take all my money. FUCKER!!! either the stays or...

pets, are my life. i don't intend to study. to invest my life in pets stuff, and live with it. that will paint a beautiful picture of my life. So wonderful and beautiful, lead a simple life. marry a wonderful guy... and everything will paint a beautiful picture.

but my fucking parents obstructs everything. stop me from being a vet. say that hobbies don't earn much. say that animals are just animals. unlike humans. i love pets to death. pls. they are my life, once they enter my life, they will be there forever...

they will stay till they die.

no one, not anyone... i will allow them to take away anything from my life. once something has entered my life, i will never let it go... not one....

he wants to throw charmmy out. if not, all animals will have to go. if they go... obviously, i don't find the point to go home anymore. the fucking home, which fucking people lives in. the home, which people love me in the wrong way. in fact, i don't feel the love when they claimed that they "loved" me. well...

he has no control pf my life... i am not a robot. i am somebody with brains and think on their own. i am a living person who loves freedom. wants to control me? no way....

either the animals stay or...

he hate cats. he had bad experience with cats. that they bring about fleas and the whole office got fleas. he thinks that those fleas occurs in only cats... wrong. dogs too. and cats if you give them prevention like dogs, they won't have fleas. so what's the difference.

and cats, they are easily taken care of. so easy. just cut nail, feed them and shower yr love. nothing will go wrong.

and i am someone responsible, giving up is not a choice.