i can't upload pics of girlgirl. lol. so sad. the page cannot open. sobss. or i will be getting my profile on flickr. zzz. and you guys can see her. she is so adorable. so, pls love her even if you can't see her now. if you don't know, girlgirl is my new baby, aka, dog. she is cute lor. zzz. and she climbs up to my lap when i come home. so adorable rite? and today, my day was bad again. not the internal emotional disputes but internal biological disputes .lol. just stomach ache la. lol. and always asking people to fuck off. i am sad. cause girlgirl can't fuck. lol . she is sterillized, and unable to give me more of her. aka. her babies. zzzz. i want to grow up and be a pet shop owner, or things to being a pet lover. lol. i also think that interior architecture is fun, but not realistic as my mum told me. but i hate her for it, it's my choice!!!! i hate studies. and the academic talk today is chilling me. i fel like crying thinking about the 'o's i hate exams. and it is going to stretch for so long. i hate it. i need to study!!!!! i want to get good grades, no matter wat course i taking. ok? and jc is my last choice, MI is second, poly's first. lol. but i think poly life is scary. i do not want to study anymore. save me from disaster. or if you are rich and reading this and you are a guy, hoping to find a wife that could slack like old hag and help you give birth? i am willing to help you. i just was to slack at home and grow fatter.