the stupid sore throat moood. went to queensway for dinner and brought a shirt-dress which is so common and i don't totally like. i hate myself. getting too tired for all the shopping. lol. i hate myself....

it's like days towards school reopen and it's o'level next yr. 2008's a bad year, unless there is sth that brighten me up. lol. it's crazy. studying year next yr. and i am glad that i've let go lots of major things in my life. lesser thing to brood about. it's relaxing to think over and lessen that burden. it's means more freedom. i could get back on track soon for my stupid studies which i seem to have given up.

i hate myself. i can't make myself study throughout the day. it's so crazy. there's no tension, maybe there is. i am kinda worried about my o'levels. having a dream last night that my friends enters the first class in that JC and i am i the second class. that class, where study isn't a matter and future isn't the thing to think abt. i hate it and would never wish to end up in that fucking class. it's stupid.

i am really sitting on the fence, thinking about which side would i end up. luckily, my dad's expectation isn't that high, as long as i get to ngee ann. it's cool and scary. it's not that easy, with all the 10 pointers snatching my seats. i just hope that there would be one more year. one more year as an extra time for me to polish my studies. i've regreted. i would rather fail and stay back in sec 3e1 next year.

my shopping list:
1.A brush or thick comb
2.Round head brush
3.wheels for my bunny cage
4.bunny toys for his 1st mth.
5.tolietry case
6.bunny hay
7.new book

and gd luck for tan tan, eggy in getting her lion-head rabbit. lol. my rabbit's mad. running out of the cage and exploring my room. at least he is smart in chosing his territory.