29.7.09

Finally blogging

Omg!!!

it’s been like 3 of 4 mths?

hahahaha.

My crazy poly life.. yeah..

at least it’s better than cramming 8 subject worth of knowledge during ‘O’s.

And some weird guy ask for my no. in the library the other time?

weird?

my type is like outdoor and sporty kind?

Then he have like uh… gross stuff on his face( unshaven). And totally off…

crazy poly life. Hahahaaha.

and.. one more news..

my cousin from malaysia is coming here to work!! dot expect much. he only have a SPM cert. he will be working at my dad’s warehouse if everything goes well.

haha. well.. hope it goes well. Maybe we would have like dinner tgt, like a extra family member. He is like the brother i yearned and once had. Good character, takes care of siblings. Sets a good(bad) example.

It used to be like that for us.. Like bro and sis. H would come down to grand’s hse everytime we visit malaysia. Then things changed, H start taking part time job after school, now, full time job and we never had sleepovers tgt anymore. It’s just with the rest of the cousins now, like his siblings and other cousins. Maybe.. S will soon take after his footsteps? and history repeats? and grandma hse wont be so lively any more..

Just me, grandma and mum.

When kids becomes teenagers. When teenagers becomes adults.

Relationship changes, needs, wants and character changes.

People get their own friends. People grows up and join different friends.

I am both good and bad with changes. Bad with relationship changes, Good with physical changes(e.g. enviroment. not body k? not the breast and larger penis part.).

one thing that never change.. My status, always single (not refering to msn’s busy, offline and away)

Maybe it’s just me, i am weird, and i am better at rejecting than to accepting?

Maybe?

Being better at rejecting, never accepting. I did miss out. Someone nice. But it’s too late.

Or maybe, i care too much about the superficial? looks matters? and character matters? where to find such person?

tell me..

i would reward you handsomely. i will cook diinner for you. Haha. My cooking sucks.

It’s hard or diff for me to crack an egg. let alone change it’s state?

hahaha.

i miss my holidays.. can’t singapore have things like 2 moths of summer hols every year? can singapore be just a little bit panicky and kiasu? everything’s bout speed. speed.speed. speed. speed. the yearn for speed has ripped life off 99.9% of the populaion in singapore. sad but true. haha