i hate caring for people it's stressful.. i am tired:(

there's nothing like a happy ending in world. there isn't. life is never peaceful. never.

only if the world is made up with nothing but bare and plain. then there will be peace? we live, eat and shit. for what? wha't the purpose of existence. to study? to learn things? no. you study and learn. but when you die, you end up with nothing. nothing, yr body is useless. and we die. and we cease to exist.

shopping craze!!! i am so looking for it!!!

but life's upset for me. i hate worrying about those things, graduation, finding a job, having a second dog. i hate gradution, hope that we could press the A-B repeat button on the remote. and our hectic life continues and repeat and never end. never wish that day to arrive. NEVER!!!

well, i am a loner. i prefer to go out for shopping craze alone, prefer to eat alone, prefer to live alone, prefer to sleep alone, prefer to study alone, prefer to be ALONE!!! yes.. being alone is so... gd. i need not to worry about people, need not to take care of them, need not to worry what i've said has hurt someone. but the society is created this way, we have to rely on teachers to teach us, rely on bosses to give us jobs, no one can survive alone.

i love my friends. duh. duh. if you don't like then, why friends. duh!!! siao. emo, hysterical and many many sorts of feelings.