exams. hate it, love it.

i hate it: exams., study,study. and cramming everything in. and people mugging. burying their heads.

i love it: after it, it's holiday. relaxation. and more relaxation. movies. and girl's day/night out.

walking seems to be one coping mechanism or a way to release everything before i reach home. release all the emotions, feeling. so that i am cool headed, and not thinking bout those stuff when i reach home. and also, to prevent myself from crying. yes, it prevents me from crying. but i hate it. i hate looking like someone strong. it hurts, that kind of feeling: when you wished that you could cry, but the tap is not on. the water(tears/feeling) remains in it. nauseous, but nth came out.