egg first or chicken first?

why do human exist in the first place? well, explain to me in the non-religious way.

but why? human exist? to cause global warming or indirectly destroying the earth with the advance technologies? weird.

exam suxks. and sure i won't do well. i do not have the time, no longer have the time. to work things out neatly, or to practice those challenging questions. but only to memorize and apply formulas at this rate of studying. netball, netball after school with those smart people who has already do their revision and is always prepared for any exams. well. i am the stupid one still playing. duh. i play.i love to play.and a person who doesn't noe how to prioritize her work and play. or what kind of work which is more important. give me a test now, i will flunk it. duh. same goes to mid year. die there. and pick up after that when people are doing chinese O's and slacking during their mid year holidays.

but at least, i feel happier. happier. got friends to play around with. and not be at home facing the boring four walls and unhappy grumpy people around. well. their tone sucks. suck!!! why do they insist? even when i said "no" twice. and get me so fucked up. no means no. why insist? make me repeat and fucked up. then blame me. and that i treat them like they owe me.

well... i have an EQ of 97 and average is like dunnoe what. the percentile for mine is 30% and 37% at two different types of test...so accurate. shit. omg. omg. but at least that was great. i don't need to understand so much emotions and make myself feel sad. and i that i might used to have high EQ in the past. cause i don't feel emotional as before. well... i simply don't care. the result of studying too hard.