not studying again.heehee. with come here crapping every night then.

got english remadial. lol. crappy. so pathetic. all the 瘟神聚集在一起. omg. thank god. change teacher. and separate to groups. and left one 瘟神. heehee. hahahahaahahaahahahahahahahaaha.

i love myself. but hate my mother. she stuck cooton ball in dog's ear. then what? CANNOT TAKE OUT!!! ass hole. kill. her. i hate her.

and fucking dad is unreasonable. as always. what? i say too late ask him not to bring dog out. then? he shouted at me. what the fuck . FUCK!!! and that he banged around.. throw things and bang cupboards just to find the fucking leash. oh pls. brainless idiot. and people say 家丑不能外漏.but what the fuck. i want the whole world to know how this fucking idiot works. i don't even talk to him. and never respond even if he talks. coz... can't simply tolerate his existence. him in the house is chaotic. and noisy. his beatles music. and spitting of saliva. you know what? he doesn't even care about being day or night. do it loudly regardless whether it is 4am. fuck. and even when i having breakfast. can he do it softer? does he have to disgust me every morning? spoil my day. spoil my appetite?

and him being so unreasonable. he doesn't like to go out for shopping. but expect him to have dinner with him at the bloody hawker and drink his fucking beer. and now, my dog is his victim. he want her to company him even when she doesn't like him. reluctant to even go out with him. and he pulled her out. omg. if it was me, she would wag her tail and rush out of the house. omg. omg. he always say that " i'm not scolding you, just ...." but all end up in quarrels. or i won't be even bothered to look at him or respond. pls.. talking to me is a waste of yr bloody energy.

i am not trying to be a bad daughter. but how can i when the situation is not even right? or the father?

triple Fs. family, father, friends. trouble of my life. so i ch ose to ignore them. and... isolate myself. in my room. my computer.

 

my FUCKING room.