I will be crazy soon!!! OH MY GOD!!!

at this rate of studying and dreaming... i need 10 more years in order to graduate huh?

but... well, in this world is there happily ever after? there may be.. people get married and live till old age. or two good friends which lasted for life and took care of each other till death. shitty. but most of the time people end up in divorce, break ups and even cold war that lasted till death. and live with eternal regret. and most people would choose to live in a wonderland, fairy tales and dreams. Well, people like me. dreaming for her true love kiss? CRAZY!!! and sing, dance dreaming of her true knight or man of her life.

living in the illusion, and crying out loud just because of novels and movies. i start to hate studies and crawl to bed just after writing 1 summary. HEY!!! ONE!!!! and slept for the rest of the day. urm... failure. and killing my self at the moment with the rate of studying.

there is still loads of work!!! asshole. and well. there is only like two more days to urm SCHOOL!!! those days will be back. and the real studying and remedial!!! torturing. and i am worse off this year than before. at least i bother to make notes for my favourite subjects in the past. but for now???? can't even force my self to think that i am actually not making notes. and also producing good homework. just rush through and ignore some. crazy woman never make it to the last straw. and that me!!!