i thought tml was holiday already. yeah. i wondered why my holiday was not booked. just math remedial. weird. i mentioned to my mum. them she says:

SIAO!!! Still got one more week. 你读书读到几时放假也不知道!! 还有一个星期!!!

well. can't blame me what. i am like dreaming for the past 4 days. flu and lack of sleep. and no matter how much i sleep, i can't get enough of it. lol.

and i seem to escape from reality by sleeping. i sleep more nowadays. whenever i open a book and starts studying, my brain shuts. and then i would climb onto my bed for a good sleep.

this year is Os how could it be. it's like i just came into secondary school. So fast and so soon. Time flies so fast i could not capture what is happening to me. i can't remember a single thing. what happened last week what happened yesterday.

i wish i had the days where i could just stay at home, feed the animals, get married stay a home, be a unless old hag who does nothing but trying her best to capture what is happenng to her and what her life is all about.

and life is not happy for me. i hate my life. everybody is studying, everybody is doing the same thing. and everybody is pressing very hard for me to get good grades. i hate life, i hate my job as a student. i hate the people around me. i hate this world.