today is Singapore poly's open house. the convention center that our skool usually use is like smaller becaue of the crowd. and the poly life seems scary, the people of all types, the differentiation is easier because of what those people wear. and the school is like a maze. a maze that requires people's guidiance. zzz. and it's really scary to see so many people around.

can't believe i am sec 4 now and that i will be taking major exam this year. time flys, too fast that i have difficulty capturing the moments. but it's pretty amazing that i'va came up to sec4. the first few days in my secondary years was funny. the class getting lost in the school and we took bloody long time to reach a class. and getting to know the new people part. it was nice and acidental. zzz. i do not remember how i meet my friends. like and acident. i could still remember how i get to know a friend in primary 4, it was also by accident. the time where i droppped a pen and he helped me pick it up. it was nice. he pick it up and i said thanks. the first few words that we said.

knwing a friend, a friend is not that you introduc to each other and cosider as friend. it's by an accident or fate that brings two friend together. you might not be the best friend with the person you know the first day at school.

and i hate that fact that people are leaving. erin left and i cried and suffer badly. if all were to leave me at once like how we are going to graduate, i am at lost. it's nice to graduate. but not nice to find out that you may lose contact with some of yr friends. and secondary friends mostly last for lives, but i never know if that happens to me. or will i still have my best friend in my teenage years to be my bride's maid in future. the future is unpredictable and unexpected. you may neva know if you are going to be knocked down by the car tommorow or get electricutd by the computer while reading my blog.