emo... after school. everything that happens between 2.20 till now.

still clinging on to the regret like how i felt during my sec 1 years. i am crazy!!! or maybe that is the most logical thing to do. sec 1 or sec 2? i don't remember. it is just the pain i remember. how painful for me to move away from a new friend. i feel bad. yah, maybe it's just a lame-o story where-by i reject a guy. lol.

not just any guy... but my best friend. my best friend for almost 8 years. it takes 8 years to build good friend ship. but one day or so to destroy it and let friendship become a past thing. it's sad. obviusly.

i still wish to be friends with you but how? the way you treat me even when i asked you to stop? how? i can't give you any more hopes. just want you to have a better future, why? ask yrself. you can score so well. why don't do it? i love you as a friend but not the kind. being too kind to me only makes me worse. i don't you to be tooooo kind to me. the kindness i can't withstand.

you still makes me emo. each time i saw you, i felt like talking to you each and every time. i need to know how you feel if i was yr friend again. it takes time. i need you as friend, a good friend that last for life. nothing more.