today's creepy day.... during lit. or is it just some idiot who refuse to admit. i would like blush to death if i get caugh in this situation. someone's phone rang.. sound like cartoon or some holiday theme poly ringtone. yikes. and no one admitted or did we found whose phone was it. this s like... i noe.. creepy. luckily it's not 7th mth. lol. heehee. or what...

or some idiot who don't dare to admit. or maybe to afraid to admit.

and our phone nearly got confiscated. all. the entire class. hehee. like what... and people surrender their phone to the front for checking. siao.

the moral of the story, don't bring yr phone to solastri class. and this is related to lit class. so..... let's call this:" The curious incident of the phone in the noon time with 4e1"... cool isn't it? yo... i am so not cool.

and playing hide and seek with yr stupid dog is fun. she will get fuck up and run around the house to find you when you are just on the bed. lol.

heehee. :) the curious incident of the phone in the noon time with 4e1. let's solve this phone mystery.

just realised something today, the kid... melvin from 4e2 break voice. which is like... i admit being slow but i not same class what!!! even carol doesn't know. hehee. small kid breaks his voice. and the guys grow taller. and i am still stuck to my stupid height. I AM SHORT!!!!

heehee. and i stole girlgirl's bed. she is so sucky!!! sleep all day and disturb us at night. lol. and she poo in the kitchen. lol. no idea why... my neighbour pass away. lol. and it's not as bad. no one seems to feel anything. and their small kids were still like... keep disturbing my dog. screaming... and my dog bark like hell. hehee. and death is like a person vanishing. he is there, then not. disappear into nowhere.

death is not scary. you die. and sleep. then pass away. but this is so not accurate. i nver die before. tell you how is death like when i die.

check out my photo album!!!

http://flickr.com/photos/jac-ang/

my girl so cute huh?

heehee. i love her so much... brought her a pink dress. so cute... like a little girl, and proud to hang her clothes for dry at the window. heehee. like my daughter. heehee. and she s getting prettier, no more tear stains, no more ugly beards. cleaning and grooming every 5 days. that's bloody tedious. and taking care of her is my joy. enjoy bullying her. and she loves her bed. unlike some who doesn't. she sleep in it al day and disturb us when we sleeps. and we hid her bed. and she is so.. she sat and slept on our cushion, meant for us when we seat on the floor. and no matter how we shove or push her, she is stuck to the mat!!!

she is so cute in her dress. heehee

emo... after school. everything that happens between 2.20 till now.

still clinging on to the regret like how i felt during my sec 1 years. i am crazy!!! or maybe that is the most logical thing to do. sec 1 or sec 2? i don't remember. it is just the pain i remember. how painful for me to move away from a new friend. i feel bad. yah, maybe it's just a lame-o story where-by i reject a guy. lol.

not just any guy... but my best friend. my best friend for almost 8 years. it takes 8 years to build good friend ship. but one day or so to destroy it and let friendship become a past thing. it's sad. obviusly.

i still wish to be friends with you but how? the way you treat me even when i asked you to stop? how? i can't give you any more hopes. just want you to have a better future, why? ask yrself. you can score so well. why don't do it? i love you as a friend but not the kind. being too kind to me only makes me worse. i don't you to be tooooo kind to me. the kindness i can't withstand.

you still makes me emo. each time i saw you, i felt like talking to you each and every time. i need to know how you feel if i was yr friend again. it takes time. i need you as friend, a good friend that last for life. nothing more.

finally a weekend!!! i am always looking forward to weekends. the days when i don't need to rush!!! i love weekends!!! who doesn't? i am not eating well. and my dad went to fix his dentures. lol. he is 60, needs dentures. lol. his teeth needs braces which was not even present when he was young. lol. lol. and my cousins wears dentures too. lol. the lucky ones got to put on braces. lol. siao!!! and girlgirl cries when me and dad went out. whine, sob.. lol. and my crazy mum wants me to speak to her via phone. more siao. lol. heehee.. lol. and biting my panties from the laundry basket to her bed. siao dog. lol. and biting my socks and shoes, put them together. lol .heehee. and so haolian that she just pooed or pee on the newspaper. lol. she is crazy. lol. heehee. hahaahahahahaha. lol. buying clothes for her this cny and trying to bring her to my uncles's lace to get more angbao. wear cuter huh? then get more angbao. lol. heehee. the Angs. lol. my family name. lol. so crazy. my uncle got rabbit too. which is like so fat. lol. dwarf, but so fat. my baby rabbit and girlgirl schnauzer. lol. love them lots. heehee. don't let animals growl!!! and both rabbit and dogs commuinicate everyday. face to face and so near they touch. lol. animal commuinications. lol. heehee/ lol/ . they so cute. isn't it cool that my rabit and dog goes out for walks together. and let my dog piggy back my hamsters. lol. be in the news. lol. but only if the rabbit not go wild at the sight of fresh grass. heehee. and this dream is so hard to be true. my rabbit would run wild. lol. hamster would sleep not walk. my dog will go wild at the sight of people and forget about his friends. lol.

i can't upload pics of girlgirl. lol. so sad. the page cannot open. sobss. or i will be getting my profile on flickr. zzz. and you guys can see her. she is so adorable. so, pls love her even if you can't see her now. if you don't know, girlgirl is my new baby, aka, dog. she is cute lor. zzz. and she climbs up to my lap when i come home. so adorable rite? and today, my day was bad again. not the internal emotional disputes but internal biological disputes .lol. just stomach ache la. lol. and always asking people to fuck off. i am sad. cause girlgirl can't fuck. lol . she is sterillized, and unable to give me more of her. aka. her babies. zzzz. i want to grow up and be a pet shop owner, or things to being a pet lover. lol. i also think that interior architecture is fun, but not realistic as my mum told me. but i hate her for it, it's my choice!!!! i hate studies. and the academic talk today is chilling me. i fel like crying thinking about the 'o's i hate exams. and it is going to stretch for so long. i hate it. i need to study!!!!! i want to get good grades, no matter wat course i taking. ok? and jc is my last choice, MI is second, poly's first. lol. but i think poly life is scary. i do not want to study anymore. save me from disaster. or if you are rich and reading this and you are a guy, hoping to find a wife that could slack like old hag and help you give birth? i am willing to help you. i just was to slack at home and grow fatter.

14 is sort of a bad day. i may have pms... zzz. lol. that happens to bitch and not bastards. lol.. and today was a bad bad day. my last bracket came off. while i was eating cold fries during chemistry. this is like. ... i have no idea how to put it in words about how i feel today. it's kinda confusing and full of uncertainty. one day, i could feel loved but not the next. or is it just one of the unlucky days of my life. i am paranoia and i hope that i am really paranoid about what people think of me and not that what i decipher from those facial expression may just be true. i feel like an outcast, a person that don't have a place in this world. there is no place that belongs to me or i belonged to. i just feel this way today and that i don't belong. i will just wait and see. and feeling depressed, eg. not being able to laugh out loud. or is it a coincidence that no one said any good jokes. feeling bad isn't part of me. feeling good and laughing out loud is what i want. duh. i don't like my life for day 14/1/08

bastards, bitch, fuckers and all people. just let me say something bad. i have not done it in a long while. mother fucking idiots.

my schnauzer's gone wild, she keep growling at Amanda when she came before tennis on friday. zzz. kinda weird. lol. and it keep growling at every sound outside our door. zzz. she loves to sleep. and i will always wake up her to play with me. lol. or not she will disturb us when we are sleeping. i don't get her. zzz. and my dad got her supplements. lol. which i need to force feed her.

and yesterday i got dental appointmnt which take like half an hour to finish. xx. the dentist put a metal retainer thing behind my two front tooth. zzz. and watching the blue light which dries the retainer thing was fun. from the reflection i could see my teeth blue. and it was glowing because of the light. so fun. i donnoe whether the retainer thing was to be stuck to my tooth for five year or wat. and it's not the proper retainer that you wear afer braces, it's a metal wire stuck to yr teeth. lol. and i am still wearing braces!!! and taking off them next mth!!!

lol.hehee. love girlgirl and male rabbit-baby.

today is Singapore poly's open house. the convention center that our skool usually use is like smaller becaue of the crowd. and the poly life seems scary, the people of all types, the differentiation is easier because of what those people wear. and the school is like a maze. a maze that requires people's guidiance. zzz. and it's really scary to see so many people around.

can't believe i am sec 4 now and that i will be taking major exam this year. time flys, too fast that i have difficulty capturing the moments. but it's pretty amazing that i'va came up to sec4. the first few days in my secondary years was funny. the class getting lost in the school and we took bloody long time to reach a class. and getting to know the new people part. it was nice and acidental. zzz. i do not remember how i meet my friends. like and acident. i could still remember how i get to know a friend in primary 4, it was also by accident. the time where i droppped a pen and he helped me pick it up. it was nice. he pick it up and i said thanks. the first few words that we said.

knwing a friend, a friend is not that you introduc to each other and cosider as friend. it's by an accident or fate that brings two friend together. you might not be the best friend with the person you know the first day at school.

and i hate that fact that people are leaving. erin left and i cried and suffer badly. if all were to leave me at once like how we are going to graduate, i am at lost. it's nice to graduate. but not nice to find out that you may lose contact with some of yr friends. and secondary friends mostly last for lives, but i never know if that happens to me. or will i still have my best friend in my teenage years to be my bride's maid in future. the future is unpredictable and unexpected. you may neva know if you are going to be knocked down by the car tommorow or get electricutd by the computer while reading my blog.

my dog's back!!! kinda timid and don't brak unless i chase after her. it's a her. lol. name girlgirl by the previous owner. and disastrous that she pooed and peed in her new environment every where. and dad's friend who's an expert came over to do a checkup for her. lol.

we lectured her pooing around and she just sat at the newspaper now. lol. and don't dare to walk around. zzz. so pathetic. lol. toilet training. can't believe that she has to go through that again.but she is botak now. lol. the owner shave her hair, lol.

my grandma from Malaysia is here again!!! lol. for a wedding dinner tonight. and my aunt said there is going to be celebraties aound. zzz. duh, coz she works in mediacorp. hahahahaha! lol..

and school started, all the changes and getting ready. lol. fun? so called. it's like working hard to get a piece of paper with alphabet on it. aka, the o levels result. hahahaha. it is so lol. lame-o stuuf. and the year seem exciting all the fact and studying. heehee.

i saw the schnauzer's pics that dad's friend going to give me. and it was kinda cute!!! i love dogs.. lol. my dad promised that even if the dog owner not giving me the dog, he would buy one for me. so cool. lol. i need a companion that runs to my helos when i call for him. and that's doggy. it's a female dog, aka bitch. and menses free lol. it's sterlized. lol.

and as the owner says, the dog it very wary of strangers. lol. hope that bitch is coming back soon by the end of week or next. lol. and dad tried to arrange with her when we could se the dog..

love it. kiss it.

and... the work are killing me 1st day of month always busy.

lol. i love animals. and i if i got the chance, i could get to familiarize with all pets animals and start a pet shop of my own. loving animals all day long!!! yipee!!!