took back results today... kinda sickening:(
Must work hard!!
I nid to push myself, but this few days i can't be bother to do anything than to slp and watch videos:)getting really my workshop:) hahaha.. kinda happy abt that. but evry thing in my room was so the messy.... having lots of events this holiday.. i nid to keep myself busy for the drive. i want to drive myself hard that i hit against the wall. doing the best for all. academic and in my hobbies=arts. my mum always want to get a cert or lesson for her self in fashion design, dragging me along with her. wateva, but she is bothered by the cost. hahaha. i cna take the course.. part my of interest actually. btw, i have no interest. even i like the arts, i can get into it. indepth of it. i have no devotion at all.

and my dad want to get himself baptised, as a catholic. me want to, but he nid me to study catholism before i go baptise. so, how? i am not the kind into religion, belive completely in it, and devotion in it even second mf my life. i am so not a faithful person, there no routine in my life, no system, no law and no boundaries. i can't make myself belive in things, things that are not seen. even friends, i can't entirely trust them. keeping all the secrets to myself, all the stuff..

maybe i should make up list for myself, the behavioural problem list. keeping track of all my problems and hoping that weirdos like me could bind together and live in the same house. no conflict, no problems and no arguments. in another way, i am just another weirdo. if you simply feel that i am not one, then tell me. at least i won't feel weird anymore.

List of behavioural problems:
1.Not sharing toilet with family. No one at all.
2.Not sharing my computer, even if they use different accounts.
3.Neva sit on my bed.
4.Dun step into my room, even i dun have much secrets..
5.Dun touch my things
6.Touching me when i am sick.Physically.
7.Not to take my things out of my room.
8.Closing my doors and windows, even if the air-con is not on.
9.Lov to do non-exam activities during exam.
10.Dun put yr face to near to mine. When talking.
11.Dun sit near me, when i am warm.
12.Not talking on the phone. isn't it better to talk face-to-face?
13.Even if i speak on the phone, i refuse to listen to wat the other party says.
14.arranging clothes in my wardrobe according to occasions.
15.breeding hamsters, despite knowing that it's hard to keep so many.
16.avoiding family or relative outings
17.Listening to music when i am bathing
18.Drinking excessive water.
19.Loves deep sleeps.
20.Dun like people to touch.
21.Being a proud left hander
22.hate school, but still goes to school
23.Would not go home until the sun sets if i am out all day.
24.Not studying until exams starts.
25.Blogging excessively abt myself.

The chinatown pics she just broke a toe i am that auntie.. with all our bags