leave this mess with me together. i dun want to die
leaving this mess for a better place is the best for me.
I want to do my own things. not to be controlled by school work and all .
i want my own life.
i want to do my own things


bring me away from this mess, i feel disgusted by myself.
No one cares and me to leave for a place far far away and sart anew.
to start from sratch. Every thing. Every part of my life.
Time Place And Date. I will decide on that soon.
i nid to turn this mess upside down. mess makes me sad and depressed.
i want to start anew.

9 days to go.. Hope they pass like normal school week