miss erin lots!!!!!

no idea when i going to hear her voice again...
is she going to visit us?
or till the the time we are rich enough to visit her.?
missing someone is not a gd feeling.

wateva, i miss my hamsters again, i wanna sob and scream.
i miss my hamsters when are they going to die again?
they could not longer reproduce and i am so sad, should i buy more?
I love them lots,and ahma, get bunny pls.
after exams..

exams is two weeks away. kill me people. dying is the best way.
or a time turner? i will go to 2047. i will be 55 yrs old.
retired and slacking time. or will i be dead by then?
Scientist around the world, PLS IMPROVE BRAIN TRANSPLANT TECHNOLOGY or INCREASE MY IQ.
Wateva.
Not feeling gd nowadays, i have no idea how to cope during exams.
it's too much for a hollow-brainer to carry on.
if O'levels is the worst nightmare, then my death will be the worst night mare.
transplant my body parts or sell them so tht my folks will hav enough money to sustain till their death. since i would not be around to surpport them any more.
but then, i would be a partial living dead.
organs still alive but i would be dead and senseless. bless me