going for dental today for braces adjustment. goin there and slack again. the doctor seems to feed me with something, everytime after my appointment, i would slp immediatly after i reach home. can't wake up today, just too tired, body's full of muscle aches and my joints hurts. im with erin and miss her loads. i wanna cry... i have no idea wat to do next every time. no idea even wat to type next. miss erin dear. i nid her by my side. so missing her.

gd luck for cat woman, Amanda

and erin to come back

i refuse to appreciate the present one, i am more of a dreamer and wish that you would actually appreciate me. i miss you so, but you belong to a dream and the reality disapoints me. i always picture you in a dream, a nice guy who will hug me when i am cold, a guy who will pray for my well being. but the reality scares me when the change in you turns dramatic.